went to 539 playground  with nicole just for the swing . we jump off the swing a couple of times . i feel so relax after the jump . the feeling was really good . there's once when i fell and kinda hurt myself ? just skin tear . another time i just can't stop walking forward until i grab a lampost and went around it . funny .

now watching ghost show with sis and dad .

what's happening ? i don't want to lose you ..............:(

yesterday went out at 11 +++ with aisyah . when meet her at boots and shoes saw rafi . before heading to tampines , we go burger king and ask if got job . here's a part of the conversation between me and the aunty .

me : erm...are you guys hiring ?

aunty : you want onion ring ah ? 

funny man .

she then know what i wanted . once she hear my age she dosen't want me sad .

haha

aisyah go back home coz khai fetch me to chai chee . i keep complaining to him about the wheather . reach there already qian hui and other s already there

i had so much fun but something happen after that not gonna describe . i felt real sad . i cried  :( 

went back home late coz i was stuck under the blocks as it's raining heavily  . no shelter one .

today went to checkpoint area there with aisyah and her friend then we went to chong pang after she bought her things .

i bought a jeans . it's nice man

go aisyah house karaoke . then i say later confirm rain until very heavy like yesterday and it did . hahaha . funny .

i'm sorry for what i've done wrong to you , i'm willing to change but i don't know . i feel like you don't even trust me . you're the only one that trust me now there 's none . you keep doubting me . i feel like i'm getting more and more useless by day . i don't know what's happening . i really do love you but i think that doesn't help in anything . i don't want to be your gan stead . i want to be your real one . and be with you forever . whenever i see couples together , they reminded me of you and the memories we had together . the way you pamper me . i love it but then it always ended up with yesterday's thing . it hurts . i don''t know what to do anymore . my life's useless . i'm happy on the outside and sad in the inside . whenever i'm happy i always think of you coz you always make me laugh . you cheer me up no matter what . i love that . i just miss that . i want you....... but i gotta respect your decision to have some time and it will be better for you if you have some time ..... i'll wait for you. i love you

 i'm getting annoyed with people who keeps accusing or blaming me !

took this photos on the day i went to changi with wansy when i reached home .

that's all . there's another two but i look crappy in those pictures .

i woke up at 12 plus prepared to go out and eat with family left around one i guess ? went to ang mo kio to eat sushi then went to the ang mo kio's shengshiong i hope i spelled it right :P came back around 3 and done . haha 

OMG ! 3 MORE DAYS AND I'LL GET THE RESULTS OF WHICH CLASS I'M GOING IN NEXT YEAR :O

I'M KINDA SCARED .should i be happy or sad ? haha . i seem like i've already gotten my results when i haven't even get a single news related to that . LOL .

Oh yeah , WANSY , MAKE SURE YOU PASS FOR YOUR QUALIFYING TEST TOMORROW ! I'M SO GONNA SMACK YA IF YOU DIDN'T . GOODLUCK ! help your mom save some money :P REMEMBER THIS !

yesterday , went changi with wansy to study . study a lil bit then went to eat mac and won a big mac . only realised it when i reached home .

today went to citylink and meet bby then go to suntec then go marina . went bugis afther that . afther bugis , we headed to haji lane . we just explored that area . we explore until lavender haha ! train to eunos to take 966 home :) almost late . i promised mom latest 8 . haha . and i reached home at 8 pm sharp . i'm on time ! this will be the first and last time to be on time i guess ? haha ! oh yeah , when we were at haji lane many shisha shop employees keep asking us if we wanna smoke shisha . the steps of the shop stairs are really small . it's okay to go up but still kinda scary . it's worse when you're going down the stairs it's like if you slip and fall , you're so gonna roll down the stair and if the door is open you are so gonna continue that rolling journey onto the road .

haha ! i know it sound so exaggerate . but to me it's like that :P

today's journey required alot of walking . i wore my rm 10 heels . haha .

i miss my boy already :(

woke up at 8 plus waited for dad and mom then went to malaysia after we prepared . bought a mango tanktop and a pair of heels .

the heels is like only 10rm less than S$5 ?

haha . cool or what . haha . went to mom's friend birthday party . bbq . then went home

omg . i saw all those top most rich people in the world . imagine i'm that rich . i'll be wearing all zara shoes ! i know it's damn impossible . hahah

friday went out with bby . meet at cityhall check out rubi if still got the heels than i buy . but unfortunately they stop selling already :( then go marina square . i kept going " haha . today you got school i don't have . :P "

hahah .  met stella and sebas at sebas house . we go his house like finish his snacks . haha . so funny .

saturday went out with wansy  and her grandparents . went to dhoby ghaut at first to reservice wansy's line coz she lost her phone the previous day .  

now she got a better phone than mine . NOT FAIR !

walked to orchard cetral after that . saw wansy's favourite brand on the way there . walked around . went to eat at ya kun kaya . NICE ! LOVE IT ! then played with helium , took video . it's funny ! haha . just love that laughter . she's lousy with helium . ahaha.

wansy grandparents went shopping when we play the helium . after walking around , went to the first floor and see this shop (i forgot the name )  i think it's istudio or something . sell mac and etc . (not macdonalds ) took picture with the webcam thing . hahah ! damn nice to use . i want ! hehe but very expensive . buy also don't know will bring out anot scared lost hahah .  if i buy which is also impossible . hahah .  

today went to wansy house but meet nicole for some reason first . then sis called said wanna go shopping anot . dad fetch us there then he went to do his own guy shopping . we did girls shopping . haha . saw this heels it's not bad but it's kinda not worthy it's 33 .

tomorrow i have sep weee~ but got that bitch i think . bloody hell . see her face wanna puke already ! haha maybe bowling she'll PURPOSELY show her butt or go hey see my butt ? it's big isn't it sexy ? . hahah . or maybe FATS ? haha . i'm like so mean but who cares about that kind of " act sexy , act cute , act pretty , arrogant , act like as if she's so perfect , bossy , disgusting bitch and step-minahrep . " she has led many people astray , like seriously . small thing make until like so big like that . STEP- MINAH REP ! always talk behind my back in a malay language . think i don't understand uh ? want say say in front of my face and in english  ! don't think you have the guts ! :P

one  more week to holiday . and a few more weeks to know which class i got in . so nervous. i wanna take A maths for next year but my maths suck . then sis advice me not to . so took art as first choice ? i don't want stay at n2 ! i don't wanna  get distracted by those step-minahs espicially that stupid bitch , hope they retain . retain retain retain ! how old already still haven't mature  . become responsible and reasonable also don't know . 

 anybody finding a babysitter or have any job to introduce ? tell me please ?! i'm kinda desperate for one .

some where near woodlands .  remeber must tell me if you know anything related ! thanks ! :)

hey , i've not been that happy as i'm super scared of my result for the past few days . till today i've gotten back my overall result . it suck ! it's only 56.1 % my level positon only 38 kinda happy not that . happy that i pass but unhappy about many stuffs . many things had happen recently . i've became another person . A negative one i've no idea why and how ?  

something happened - personal .

cried till almost breathless again and i suddenly got angry for no reason and started laughing all within a moment . what's this shit all about ? i've got no idea .

now venting my angers , sorrow in a conversation to nicole . really rude .

haiz .

now trying to print screen somthing but can't . damn !

my clothes that i ordered online finally arrived ! weet ! ~

new clothes ! new clothes ! new clothes !

i had a very hard time opening that damn parcel yknow .

this is a conversation with my sis through sms

me : jie , the parcel came with a free strand of hair ! Haha .

sis :huh what hair ?! -.-

me : Haha . The person's hair . The person who pack the thing .

stupid sister . haha . 

i'm bringing camera to school . fooyoo . mom lets . weets !~

coz of wansy she's performing . she's worrying that she can't sing that song well D:

i'm hope she sing well . gosh . i don't want her to embarrass herself . for me it's okay but this girl ah , always nervous then everything forget . haiyoh .

goodluck babe !  

ohyeah , check out this vid . i just love that  voice ! espicially the laugh ! hehe

oh , oh , oh , getting back my paper tomorrow  . hope i can go N1  . i wanna go n1 ! i don't wanna be stuck in this stupid class . like seriously uh . how to study  when like more than 3/4 of your class is being inconsiderate and stopping teacher from teaching . like wth . seriously get a life man . don't wanna study then fuck off . oh , please just get me into n1 . i wanna take A maths for the future .

damn . the moment i think about my chinese marks , it really hurts me coz i know i'm gonna fail really badly . i hope i don't retain or stay in n2 . i think i will just break down if i retain . haiz worry worry . what is done is done can't do anymore things . there ain't any time machine so , yeah . no point crying over spilled milk ? no mood uh . haiz . sad . sad . sad . that time i dreamt about me getting into n1 . that means i'm not getitng into n1 haiz . stuck in n2 ? ugh ! this suck !

wanna sleep but like can't sleep . nevermind i'll just sleep . nights ! :(

gosh . having exams is like so stress . But me , this slacker ahaha always end up playing instead of studying . Can't help it .

oh yeah , wanna tell readers of my blog ( hope there is ) something . yesterday , i went to bugis with baby and a woman approached him and said about some king of modelling thing and even give him a card . haha . i was like WOW . Can't believe . don't know if it's legal or not . hahah

now super bored  . 

took this two pictures few days ago

first one : i like the colour

second one : i love it .

HAHAHAH